Jesus took Peter, James and John up the mountain with Him. Staggering. Jesus, God, taking these mortal men up with Him to pray. And there they SAW His Glory! His entire being shone with blinding, dazzling light that we can only imagine as He communed with His Father. Heaven come down. Yes that is the story. Jesus/God/The Holy Spirit came down. For us. But I digress.
So where are the human heroes of the story after their trek up the mountain? Asleep! Of course. One of the most amazing things to ever see, ever in history, and they almost missed it. So how much do I miss, that I am invited into as a daughter of the King. Beloved child with the Holy Spirit of God living right inside me? How much do I sleep through? Or how much am I distracted, looking elsewhere, trying to figure things out on my own. Like Peter. Once they woke up and realized the glory they were seeing, what does he try to do? He tries to contain it; make shelter for the King of Glory, the Creator of all things. That too is what we do. We try to get everything just right and then freeze! That's it. We have God right where we want Him. Silly, sad, shallow, dull witted as I am, that is what I do. It is subtle sometimes. I don't know I am doing it but it is true. I want heaven on earth, now. Freeze.
Bottom line. His Kingdom is come. It is here. But we can not contain it. He is ever on the move. He is ever at work. He is always in control and He is ever good. I am sad about change right now. Probably in more ways and areas that I even know. And that is okay. God is on the move and I need to move with Him. I need to trust that He is orchestrating things to bring His glory to those He loves, which is everyone. So as He is at work. I need to remember, God completely interrupted Peter to say. "This is my Son, my Chosen One; listen to Him." That is it. The bottom line. For today. For tomorrow. And forever. Listen to the Lord. Day by day.
He is the One who will never change. He is the One who will never leave or forsake me (one of the first promises He gave me personally, many years ago when I was a new Christian). He is my constant, my true north. And I can listen to Him. That is good news. That is the life line. That is what I can cling to.
Help me Lord to keep my ear tuned to your Voice. Help me to not fall asleep and get distracted and miss the amazing things you have for me, even the little things, like the humming birds in my yard, my granddaughter's delight in the smallest details of life around her, the sunset, the clouds, friends, family, and oh so much more. Let me be part of what you are doing and not be looking for empty shelters to build. Jesus was talking about the mission He was sent to complete. He was at work. Help me be apart of your life on earth, a giver, not a consumer. And help me to be filled up by You, Lord. You are the One who fills my soul, with peace, with love, with joy, with rest. Thank you that You came. That you can not be contained, tamed, controlled or even understood. Thank you for being God. Thank you that I can listen. Forgive me when I don't! I give you all thanks and praise.
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